I struggle with figure out what I need.

My tougue not be shaped just I felt.something wrong but I can't see what it is.

I struggle to escape from here.To where?How?When?by who?

I still thinking with Japanese and It's killing me slowly day by day.

I don't know enough English to kill Japanese myself,I quit regarding what japanese as a certified to sympath a thought perfectly,and still I don't have any of language for live,those're just killing me.